My heart was once eager
Now it's grotesque and chastised;
By the remnants of former lovers.
All that supersedes is lust,
Picturesque in a unique way.
Yet still comically dark!
Once eager was my mind.
To learn, adapt and overcome!
all that endures to conquer now is addiction.
To all things high;
Which bears record lows.
These to things once eager,
Now meager at best!